iNaughty

me and freddie had a row in the pub

he stormed off moody in a huff

just ‘cos i was up for ‘aving a good time

all dressed up and ready to play

there was chat of a club

someone had some mdma

and we’d all been necking vodka

for i don’t know how long

i was cloud hopping 

numb to what’s right or wrong

next thing i remember

i’m in this bed toking on a bong 

my clothes on the floor

a caress and i feel fantastic

a tongue and i’m electric

spidery fingers making me wet and slippy  

it’s not that i’m a bad girl

though sure i can be a little bit naughty

i don’t mean nothing by it 

i just get so fucking horny

besides it’s too late now 

there’s no way back …

come daytime

head pounding i feel such a toilet

disgust gurgling in the pit of my stomach

my hair’s a crazy mess

my mouth’s a festering cesspit

i shouldn’t get in a panic 

he’s just a blip 

a stupid mistake

i wanna get home to take a shower

shampoo and scrub last night from existence

charge my phone and guilt ring freddie

tell him i love him (i really do)

suggest we put last night behind us

then this head pops out of the covers

mumbles something about a kettle

this time girl you’ve so fucked up

oh drew

what have you done

i can’t believe it

…  with freddie’s brother 

©2010 iDrew

first published by Naughtygirlx  20/02/10